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'Sup dudes and dudettes! I am the one known as Gash-chan. But y'all can call me whatever you'd like! ^-^ If you prefer you can just call me Emiliya. :)

Peace out, dudes and dudettes! :peace: Live long and prosper.

Peace and long life. :heart:

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Personal Quote: Never give up... no matter what life throws your way!
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Short update...

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 2, 2015, 1:36 AM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Drinking: H2O


Hey, guys... I just wanted to say I haven't forgotten about things on here. I just haven't replied to comments since I don't feel very up for it... I'll get around to it in the next few days.

But right now I just wanted to thank you all for wishing myself, my family and our kitties well following the unexpected loss of our oldest, Daytona. It's been a very tough few days for us all; I'm so emotionally drained and physically exhausted but I haven't had a restful night's sleep since before it happened.

We're not sad 24/7, in fact we're trying to cheer each other up, be there for one another and be happy. We've talked about him so that we don't focus on the sad memories but also the positive ones. There are a lot of little things he did that I'm going to miss dearly and we realized them within hours of his passing.

There's something else we're going to do as a way to help us cope. The night he passed away, even though it was hot and it was dark, my father knew we couldn't just leave him in the house or leave him outside unattended. So after we found something to bury him in, we had a very short funeral for him. We lit a few candles, dug a grave, placed him in, and before he was buried I took one of his toy mice and placed it in with him.

We didn't have a proper grave marker, so my father went out and found a slab of slate that we're going to use and write his name on for a tombstone. It may not seem like something huge, but we don't want to forget that he's out there. Don't want to step on him, either. It's just something we want to do to help us cope, and so we'll always know where he is.


To switch gears a little bit, I'd like to touch base on what else has been going on despite this unfortunate tragedy.

Jesse had his small graduation ceremony with his class earlier in the week and got his diploma so he's a certified dental assistant and technician now and next week is his larger graduation ceremony, which we can all attend since the other one was meant to be small and just the class, teachers and one or two guests per person.

I had actually forgotten this until last night, but I had a haircut appointment this afternoon and afterwards, since it'd been a long few days, my mom decided we'd go to the mall after to look around and have some fun.

We got Coolattas, walked around, wreaked havoc as usual. I still had some birthday money left but I didn't really see anything I wanted to get.

But when we got home, I hopped online for a minute and saw the dango I've been wanting to order for ages now was back in stock, so Momma ordered it for me. ^w^ I know I have a million plushies but I knew I wanted it so I was glad I didn't spend my money frivolously. At least for now I have something to look forward to.

And speaking of dangos, my mom got me a new lip balm at the store today and it's round and pink so I drew dango eyes on it. I took a picture and I'm glad I did because the eyes rubbed off. I dunno why but maybe the sharpie wasn't as dry as I thought it was. But I'll get around to posting the picture some time soon, just for the sake of randomness.



Thanks again you guys for saying what you have to me, I promise I'll reply soon I just don't feel very up for it at the moment. I just wanted to let you know I really do appreciate it and that I'm feeling better then I was the other night. That was just a horrible, horrible night and while I'm doing better I am still upset, just not as severe as it was the night it happened.

It's really late now, I went to bed late last night and I woke up way earlier then usual so I am tired and I need to at least try to get a decent night's sleep. Hopefully I will but I know it'll probably take some time.

So long and short of it is I'm going to log off now, have a little snack (haven't been eating much lately) and go to bed and try to get to sleep before sunrise.

Thanks so much again you guys, and thanks for reading and bearing with me. Hopefully some time soon, things can start feeling and going back to normal. As normal as they can be, at least...

Now I really gotta log off, I have the worst headache...

Good night. Little Pixel Heart


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